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• Woke up at 4pm
• Continue reading my One Piece
• 沒有物質，哪來的安全感。談情說愛又不能當飯吃，也不能當錢花。 
• Bad feeling

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• 其实，我真的很喜欢杨伟霓！
• 但是她都不喜欢我，这又何苦？！
• 在这一刻，我真的很痛苦。我真的很不明白为什么我会喜欢上她。
• 每一次都是自己在欺骗自己，真的是懦夫，我真的是100%的懦夫。
• 我真的不知所措了，现在的我已经不是以前的关志庸。
• 喝酒的后遗症吗？能打出这些字，代表呕吐过后的我，是非常地理智与诚恳。
• 我已经是在房间一个人默默地念念有词说着，“我很喜欢杨伟霓”
• 2011年七月，我很痛恨我爱上了她。
• Very very bad feeling and mood

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• Went to Calvin house for the third time for gamling session
• Went to Cheras afterwards, had dinner at Thai Restaurant
• Gambling in Zhe Han's freaking big house o_o
• Went to Ah How place overnight
• Learnt alot things and knowledge from Ah How, great experience
• There are only two friends I admire the most: Keng Hwa and Sean How --> because of their analyzing skills and the way of their thinking
• Indeed, we need to build our own personality in different social group, very true and inspiring words from Ah How
• Great feeling

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• Friends come my house today
• So sorry this year my parents can't give angpao to anyone, because my grandmother just passed away
• Went to Calvin's house for gambling session round 2
• Great feeling

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• Not much doing for today
• Bought my first ever toto, Saturday will be the day :D
• Went to Weng Tat's house at night
• Headache and feel like vomitting
• Normal feeling

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• Went to Plaza Low Yat for sing k and Sushi Zanmai
• Went to 好食得 for steamboat and BBQ
• Went to Winnie house for gambling
• This is the most "che" CNY gambling ever in my WHOLE LIFE, I serious can buy toto already, whatever I do 80% sure will kena
• I think it is time to let go of what I've been holding on for 6 months
• Really thanks for experience, I really learnt a lot and appreciate the moment
• 如果做人不要太执着和想太多，每一天的生活就会过得更美好与轻松
• Mixed feeling

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• Went to Kepong Jusco for movie
• Went to Calvin house for gambling
• Great feeling

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• Brother's friend come visit us in Pulau Ketam
• Played mahjong, learnt alot things
• Great feeling

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• Went to Pulau Ketam
• "Clubbing" and party-ing in Pulau Ketam
• Great feeling

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• Went to hometown this morning
• Went to Bukit Tinggi JUSCO with family
• Can't find what I want
• Had reunion dinner with family
• Continue reading One Piece and sleeping for the whole day
• Continue my drama at night
• Celebrated my Chinese New Year Eve in SS2 for the first time in my life
• Above average feeling

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• Continue my drama
• Went to 1U and bought some clothes for CNY
• Surprisingly, there is no traffic jam between SS2 and 1U
• Normal feeling

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• Continue watching my 男亲女爱 (War of the Genders)
• Continue reading my One Piece
• Today is a super traffic jam day, I can stucked in SS2 for 30 minutes, stucked in Section 17 to Tropicana City Mall for 30 mintues, stucked in LDP to my house for another 30 minutes
• I felt that I have loss to many people
• Can I win?
• Normal feeling

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• Continue my 男亲女爱 (War of the Genders)
• Read some One Piece
• “化妆是在骗人的，隆胸只是工程比较大而已，是一种比较有诚意的骗法” - 黄子华（余乐天）
• Normal feeling

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• Watched 男亲女爱 (War of the Genders) the whole day
• SOPA is a scary act that will destroy all the Internet freedom and free knowledge
• Hope they can remove this act and never speak about it again
• Above average feeling

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• After listening friend's advice, I know I shouldn't give up so easily
• Luck is always with me, I know I can do it
• Journey 2: The Mysterious Island is not a good movie, pass this movie
• Normal feeling

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• Actually I've been thinking bout what my friend told me last week, her advice stucked in my head for a week already
• 我真的不懂可以不可以再撑下去了，但是就是因为有她，我才能撑得住这么久
• 回家路途听到那首《不属于我的泪》，我的眼泪不再属于我这对双眼了
• Feeling broken, barely holding on
• What should I do?
• Bad feeling

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• Went to Klang early in the morning
• Sleep from afternoon till 7pm
• 找不到能够让我继续奋斗下去的原因，快放弃了。
• Went to SS2 Murni with Ah Meng, Calvin, Jason and Shelly
• Normal feeling

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• Finally finished reading 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》at 3.30am
• Went to Sungai Wang and worked there with Sean How
• Central Location Test project will always be the best and easiest market research job for me :)
• Got a sudden message from Jevon regarding night outting
• Went to Kepong for steamboat farewell dinner for Jevon
• Went to SS2 Murni after that
• Goodbye trollzorvon, will miss you and your jokes so much! =)
• Great feeling

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• Worked with dad today
• Finished half of my 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》
• 可恶的柯景腾，越看他的小说就越被他批中更多东西，妈的。
• I found that I have so many comic books in my house
• Finally found out the title of a OLD CLASSIC song I heard when I was form one, glad
• Played some dota matches and felt that teammates are damn fucked up
• Friends argue because of some game issue, wtf
• If play game also need to care your ego and self-esteem, scare people to criticize you or comment on your act, you might as well don't play the game
• Normal feeling

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• Wake up at 11.30am, and I thought I slept for 30 minutes only
• Went to college to get book vouchers
• Out of sudden, joined my friends for outting
• I feel better for what I'm doing right now, compared with last year
• I enjoy the way of acting naturally, I really am
• I think it is best to maintain the situation like this, the feeling is great when you don't think too much!
• Something I learnt from 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》小说 - 原来这个世界不只是有沈佳仪，其实还有李小华的！
• Back from college at 11.39pm, reach home 11.59pm, 120kmph
• Great feeling

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• Finally, finished all the exams in TARC life
• Not officially graduate yet, but still can consider as so
• Went out for fun again
• Back home at 9.15pm, fall asleep at 9.50pm, wake up the next day 11.30am
• And I thought I slept for 30 minutes only when I opened my eyes
• To be continued...
• Great feeling

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• My birthday today, 10th January =)
• Approximately 90 person wished me, a great day for my life
• Study while relaxing, enjoying my life like a boss
• Went to Wingz Cafe in SS2 with Ai Vee, Steve and Kah Hoo
• Learnt alot things from Ai Vee and Steve, especially doggy style and "bat bat bat"
• Great environment and crowd there, love the singers and customers too!
• Friendliness, happiness and arousing feeling can be felt in Wingz Cafe, a recommended place to visit again!
• Definitely enjoyed my birthday, so far it is the best one in my life.
• 林俊杰 look-alike person and strangers celebrated my birthday, energetic mood and environment, hyper pumped-up
• Tomorrow will be a good day!
• SUPERB AND EXTRAORDINARY FEELING

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• Meet that hair stylist girl again, I think she gets prettier than yesterday o.o
• The color is at least better than yesterday, satisfied!
• Bought comic book and 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》novel
• I found that this last semester, I study for my exam without referring textbook
• Maybe is because since I cant get any grade higher than merit, might as well simplify the studies and get a merit? 3.00 is still a merit, 3.74 is still a merit, what's the difference?
• Mixed feeling as birthday is coming soon, hope it will be a good day
• Above than average feeling

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• Not satisfied with the color, shall go and dye again
• That hair stylist is so pretty, shall meet her again
• Having fun creating facebook emoticons
• No productivity at all today, totally didn't study
• Will start studying tomorrow
• Great feeling

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• 每一次从口中说出的“我习惯了”，都会有无比的伤感
• 一句“我习惯了”，可以很坚强，也同时看得出寂寞空虚；但是坚强是很坚强的，永远可以在寂寞空虚里交缠持久，这样才有今天的我。
• Listening old and classic songs today
• Being assigned as tour representative for SHU Europe Trip
• I just want to be who I want to be, I feel great about this
• Good feeling

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• Mindfucked by LCH
• What I predicted didn't come out in exam
• Not that I'm not a good tutor, I'm not a good predictor
• Sorry that my teaching disappointed you all
• I am addicted to sleeping
• Comparison with past
• Phone comparison
• Above than average feeling

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• Very productive day
• Study while relaxing
• Become the tutor of more than 5 person
• Keng Hwa and Jevon's posts made my day
• 淡定有钱剩，deng dit lei
• Book条街给亲戚来吃seafood = 仆街全家惨，生仔没si fat
• Feeling great

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• I love sleeping, especially afternoon naps
• Disruption theory is really fun to read and inspiring
• Study mood stopped at 1am sharp
• Again, I find that one's popularity can make a difference, no people will bird you if you're insignificant in their life; on the other hand, even insignificant post by famous people will get a lot of attention.
• People will only find you when they have problems
• Question: Can I make a difference in 2012?
• Rebranding and reposition in process...
• 對於告白這件事，我犯的最大錯誤，就是把它想得太重要... -九把刀
• 單方面表達喜歡對方，是我很擅長的事，因為那等於是稱讚對方... -九把刀
• Above than average feeling

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• Study day
• Energetic feeling

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• Prepare for exam studies
• I'm not lazy, I'm just motivated to do nothing
• Does rebranding and repositioning really help that much? I doubt so. Giving a first bad impression to others will always disgust the person no matter how much he has changed.
• Smile through everything and let none distracts my thoughts.
• Scare is a process of learning and becoming stronger in future. Lets work hard together for exam! =D
• Above than average feeling

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• Earthquake hits Japan today
• I really don't want to study today
• Mixed feeling